Imo the “bad boy who’s only nice secretly/after you get through his layers” trope in media functions as propaganda designed to get you to second guess yourself and your experiences in order to give bad men a chance. Some things need to be taken at face value and if he treats people like shit he is in fact a bad person even if he’s nice to you sometimes. Stop looking for hidden meaning and depth in his actions. He’s not misunderstood he’s just an asshole and it’s not your job to shovel through the shit to get to the disappointing “good” parts
i need to work on this one thing i do. i start talking to people and building a relationship with them and sometimes lead them on without meaning to. And then, i stop talking to them without even realizing it hurts their feelings and upsets them.
had the first day of second semester today… got lost on the bus, legs were numb, pimple bled, made a new friend..!! \m/
There is so much magic coming.